Giving all of you

Confessions of a bad girlfriend: I was never fully into my relationship

Hosea 3:3

3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: so will I also be for thee.




I can't say I've always been fully involved in my relationship's. I've allowed other men in the past to walk in. I emotionally haven't been their. Maybe I was physically there but I wasnt there. My mind was on other things and other places. At one point I was in love with one guy and with another. He had me physically but my heart longed to be with someone else. That's not fair to the person who loves you. If they are putting all of them and your there but your not


Confessions of a bad girlfriend : I want all of you

Exodus 20:3
3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

All: the whole of one's possessions, energy, or interest.

He wants all of you. Not just partial. The point of a relationship is to be in the relationship. Not cheating but fully enganged. Being present physically mentally and emotionally.  Knowing what's going on. Not being selfish and just allowing it to be a one-sided relationship. Knowing what's going on in the relationship. Knowing about what's happening during your relationship. Caring about the oyher partys feelings.In a relationship its a beautiful thing when your wanted. And its great when someone wants to be there so why aren't you making an effort to be there?





I use to be a bad girlfriend : But I'm making and effort to be in my relationship



Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone? And though a man might prevail against one who is alone, two will withstand him—a threefold cord is not quickly broken.



ef·fort

a vigorous or determined attempt.

I know that a relationship requires two people. Two people who want to be involved. Its hard when one person is only making an effort or a minimum effort and the other is making minimual to none. Its like dragging dead weight around. Doing all the work making all the effort it like loving all by yourself. I use to be a bad girlfriend but I'm making a constant effort on being in my relationship. I have stopped trying to make an effort. Because I want to be here.


I use to be a bad girlfriend: But I was trying to correct my mistakes

cor·rect

free from error; in accordance with fact or truth.

I was trying my best this time. To fix my mistakes. I know in the past I've been a bad girlfriend but I'm not going to beat myself up now. Because I know the offenses come and I won't be perfect but I was doing my best to be better. I wasn't abusive. I wasn't cheating. I wasn't talking to other men behind his back. What I was doing was being a better girlfriend. I was being faithful. I was planning our future I was making sacrifices that I've never made before. I was offering my best because I know I made mistakes in my past