Confessions of a Bad Girlfriend: Getting left is my biggest fear
di·vorce
the legal dissolution of a marriage by a court or other competent body.
1 Chronicles 8:8
8 Sons were born to Shaharaim in Moab after he had divorced his wives Hushim and Baara.
After being left so many times you start to believe your just not good enough. You believe that no matter what you do someones going to leave. No matter how hard you try it wont really matter. I want my marriage to be my be my first and only marriage. I dont want to continue in the generational curse of divorce and being a single mother. I want to break that chain from my family. MArried to one man kids with one man. So im afraid that even though I use to be a bad girlfriend that even if i try my best do be the best i can be. I still wont be good enough and will end up in a divorce. I dont want that.
Confessions of a bad Girlfriend: Love like tomorrows never promised
Matthew 5:31-32
31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.
Love like tomorrows never promised. Love like death is right around the corner. Love like as if you dont want the person you love to never walk away. Because those moments that you share. The love that you share just like that in a blink of an eye could be gone and then you will be left grieving. LEft in heart ache . Second chances dont always come. So love love with all your heart. Dont take people forgranted tomorrows never promised. So love and never stop loving! because somethings are not worth losing. Somethings are not worth arguing about. Somethings are worth leaving for. And oneday can change everything.
Confessions of a Bad Girlfriend: Feelings of Doubt I wouldnt be surprised if he left
Deuteronomy 31:6
6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Unworthy, not good enough, unlovable, imperfect, used up, dirty,full of flaws, insecure,i could go on there is so much. Sometimes I wonder what he see's in me to stay? I dont deserve his love yet he loves me everyday. I get it wrong yet he's still there.God loves us and sometimes what makes us want us. but he does. Yet everyday because of my own flaws it makes wonder is today the day he stops loving me?
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