What i use to be is not who i am : confessions of a bad girlfriend

I use to be a bad girlfriend

2 Corinthians 5:17

17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.The old has passed away; behold,

used to

If something used to  happen, it happened regularly in the past but does not happen now

No i claiming to be the  perfect woman but im better than i was. Ive changed im not the same girl. I was a bad girlfriend. So with that being said im better than before. I was a bad girlfriend because i cheated but im a faithful female now. I was a bad girlfriend because i was abusive . now im encouraging and more supportive. And i more willing to open up and love and not be all about me and selfish. I dont have it all right but im willing to grow to be better because i use to be a bad girlfriend but thats the past



I will be an amazing wife

will
used to express your intentions:

Proverbs 12:4

An excellent wife is the crown of her husband, but she who brings shame is like rottenness in his bones.

I will be an amazing wife because i want to be that. Im dedicating my life to that. Just because i use to be something doesnt mean i have to stay that. No im not my intentions are to love my husband and make sure i am the best wife i can be. Because he deserves and amazing woman. Because hes an amazing man

Confessions of a bad girlfriend :Im so glad he loves me

Hosea 3:1-3

3 The Lord said to me, “Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another man and is an adulteress. Love her as the Lord loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisin cakes.”
2 So I bought her for fifteen shekels[a] of silver and about a homer and a lethek[b] of barley. 3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.”



I dont deserve my soon to be husbands love. But im so glad he loves me. I dont know why ill figure it out. But im so glad. Im glad he forgave me. Im glad he took me back. Im glad he loves me. Im glad he wants to be my husband. Ill never understand it love is an unexplainable thing. And im grateful.

Confessions Of a Bad Girlfriend

Acknowledging my faults: i was a bad girlfriend

Psalm 32:5
5 Then I acknowledged my sin to you
and did not cover up my iniquity.
I said, “I will confess
my transgressions to the Lord.”
And you forgave
the guilt of my sin.

I will not cover up my sin. I was a bad girlfriend. I was an abuser i physically mentally emotionally tore down my boyfriend. I lied and cheated and i hurt him. And he loved me. And he left me because i was hurting him. I was bad girlfriend i wont lie or cover up the truth because i did those horrible things i did them.

Confessions of a bad girlfriend : i dont believe i deserve to be loved

con·fes·sion

a formal statement admitting that one is guilty of a crime.

Hosea 3:1-3
3 The Lord said to me, “Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another man and is an adulteress. Love her as the Lord loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisin cakes.”2 So I bought her for fifteen shekels[a] of silver and about a homer and a lethek[b] of barley. 3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.”

I dont deserve love because im guilty im guilty of hurting someone. When someone does a crime the deserve to be punished. Its like rewarding someone for doing bad things. i did bad things i dont deserve love because i didnt love i destroyed .i was a monster. Im unworthy. i confess and theres no reason not a single one my boyfriend shouldnt love me.

I wont hide the truth

John 8:32

And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.

Ive been hurt before by people who try to cover up what they did to me.so they can continue to look good. And im not here to look good. Im here to help people even if means sharing my story of the pain i caused. Im not sharing it because of im proud im sharing because im not. And i want someone else whos hurting someone to open there eyes and realize that its not okay. Its okay to hurt someone and then act like u didnt hurt them and keep going on with ur life. Acknowledge what you did. The truth will set you free

Confessions of a bad Girlfriend: We have all wronged someone

Romans 3:23

23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,

I wanted to confess to you all my sins to let everyone know we all have sins. We all have faults. trying to make it out to seem like your perfect without faults is a lie.Tons of us try to cover them up to look good. But you know who knows the truth God reguardless of if you confess or do not. You will still have to face christ for all you have done on judgement day. Yet 1 John 1:9 says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.